Gwen on Nikolaj // Nikolaj on Gwen ( x )
“No… no.” He shook his head. “I never meant… forgive me. You have to forgive me.”
“Have to?” It was too late. He should have begun by begging forgiveness. She could not pardon him as she’d intended. She had dragged the wineseller behind her horse until there was nothing left of him. Didn’t the man who brought him deserve the same? This is Jorah, my fierce bear, the right arm that never failed me. I would be dead without him, but… “I can’t forgive you,” she said. “I can’t.”
“I protected you. I fought for you. Killed for you.”
Kissed me, she thought, betrayed me.
I didn’t watch the whole documentary. After a few episodes, it was too painful. I kept wanting to scream at Pam. It took me so long to do so many important things. It’s just hard to accept that I spent so many years being less happy than I could have been. Jim was five feet from my desk and it took me four years to get to him. It’d be great if people saw this documentary and learned from my mistakes. Not that I’m a tragic person, (I’m really happy now), but it would just make my heart soar if someone out there saw this and she said to herself, “Be strong, trust yourself, love yourself, conquer your fears, just go after what you want, and act fast cause life just isn’t that long.
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Pam Beesly. & I couldn’t agree more. (via fittoevolve) |
